sweet tangerine

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

ok.
i have to go back to school for 2 weeks for extra lessons and dance till november 20 something. this is so sickening!!! i need a new phone! mines so lousy! as in like, the cover is so screwed. dads watching the moment of truth. the show is very ... like they ask all sorts of questions that are better kept as a secret. like some which will break families and likes marriages... like i dont know.. haha.
i'm going off now. i'm alone in the living room with my dad and i prefer to be with my sister in the room. ahaha. i'm evil... but i dont care
bye

XOXO; 7:21 AM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

helllooo
back from my sunday swim...
haha. k its not really sunday swimming. but sunday is the only day i'm really free to wake up whatever time i want to. so like, i'll try to swim early afternoonor something. so i named it... sunday swim....haah. ya so i swam 32 laps today.. which means 16... only.... soo sad!!! 16 only!! and i feel so tired. this shows i'm a lazy bum who is super weak... sad... i'm trying to swim at least 40 next week... ahaha. if thats possible... ahahah. dad cooked pasta... it was good. oh shit. i should stop thinking about food... ahahha. okay.

oh went to my cousins house testerday. he introduced me this game called halo. haha and i'm hooked on the game... ahaah. but i am super lousy at it. ahha. once i enter a room, i ge killed not long after... ahahha.

oh after today.. i would not be free every weekday except for 3 days until the 21 november... it is damn tiring la... then after that i'll be in amlaysia for 2 whole weeks.. then like...i dont know... ahaha k never mind. but i know i'll be raelly tired. k bbyeeee....

XOXO; 12:13 AM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

helloooo yeah!! ahah schools over... yayhh!! haha but have to go back to school for a lot of times for SYF and extra lessons.. wonder what type of dance we'll be doing this time. dont feel like having competary or however you spell it. its really painful, like you get lots of bruises... but i also dont want chinese dance... its so chinesey.. haha. okay i hope you get what i mean. ahah but the coach is taeching us mordern/competary now. like the starting was okay.. but now, its getting a bit painful. as in like the most current dance steps, we have to like "fall" down and like jump in the air turn around and then fell again. i dont really know how to explain it, but its like really fast.. and i keepo knocking my knees on the floor. and when i land on my huge thighs.. it goes plop... ahha joking.. it does not make that sound. but i can imagine it to have.. ahah. dance is going to take up like the whole of novmber!!! but i cant really blame it as theres SYF coming up... yup. must practicE!!! get CCA points.. i need them badly.... i did not do SYF in sec1... so now i only got 12 points... do pathetic... wonder how i'll be able to get at least 8 more points in a half a year.. i'll die

i hate my father... he is such a hypocrite... bloody idiot... a few days back he was talking about how good was savage garden and all. then he was taliking about all the other singers all and.. so i played i want you by savage gardens. then my aunty is here now la, then he said somemthing about he finds the song annoting and noisy. then he said he hates this kind of songs. also one time, when love bug was playing on the radio, my sister said the song was good and she liked it. then my dad was there also, then he was like yah.. good ah... then that time when i was playing it on the computer, he was like, why so awful one. so noisy.. like WTF!!! he is super annoying la... dont know what his problem is. stupid... sometimes, i just want to tell him that i really dislike him. but he wouold kill m eif i do so. ah... i have to accept this misery. after all, he is my dad... i am so unlucky...

school today was RUBBISH it so wasted my time. like we went to school to clean up the teachers rooms. and then they gave out some certs and all. oh and they made us clear out our locker by tomorrow. and the thing is, thers no school tomorrow. so i had to clear it all today as i wont be going back to school mtomorro
w. then luckily my dad could fetch me back. ya my dads not that bad. hes really great at time.. but there are also other times when he irriattes the hell out of me.
i hate my dad again. he told me to clean up the mess i made in the kitchen and i did so. then when he went into the kitchen, he started saying that i did not clean up the kitchen. but the thing is, i cleaned up my mess. then he started saying again that whenever i come home, i dont clean up the mess. so he wants the key and the card back home. hes not letting me come back home to my own house by myself anymore. i have to go to my auntys stupid bloody boring house everyday after school. i really really hat emy dad. for a period of time, when my older sister came home from school, the kitchen ould be really messy. but he does not scold her. in fact he lets her put it in the sink for our maid to wash. then now, i do clean up my mess. but he says that i messed up the kitchen. tell me what good is he?? he is just someone in my life whomi hate, but have to acceept. and also love. its difficlut, but i have to do it...
k bye.
got my dental soon got to go....

XOXO; 9:45 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

ya... was thinking of some random things.. then i suddenly started thinking about last time when our family drives up to malaysia together... then my dad would have all these CDs that he would play. its really nice. there was like slow rock and all. like the songs from then, when i was like 5 plus?? i dont know. ya... so my dad was sitting near me when i was thinking about the travelling thing. ya so i asked him about this particular song which i liked. its really funny and weird. but i like it. ahaha. it brings back good memories. so i asked my dad for the person who sang it and i went to search on youtube, and i found it!!! haha youtube is such a useful site... ahaha. it clears some mysterys... ahahaha... rubbish. ya.. so the song was "Magazine 60 - Don Quichotte (Extended Version) 1985"..ya weird but nice.
i would love to be able to go to malaysia again just with my family, drive up there... just have fun ..and you know.. ahaa. this is what happens when you are way too free and ahve nothing to do. your mind just wanders off... ahaha. ya the peole on my dads side are thinking of all of us going up to malaysia together... which is nice.. i think. but what i really like is just our family. i mean we have hardly spent any time together as 1 whole family.... its a bit sad... nevermind then...
tomorrow school will start at 8 30 and end at 1. so pointless to go.. but i have to... ya thursday last day of school.. but the week after that, which is actually next week... aahah we have to be back in school for the whole week except monday... so suckish... ah nevermind...
oh... i was suppose to be back home early today to just use the com the whole day.. but stupid form teacher had to hold us back for 15 min.. i know it not alot.. but i was just really tired so ya. then when i was waliking out to the bus stop, the stupid bus left. which made me get home at least 30 min later... ahaha... i am such a nag... shit... haah. ya then my dad came home not long after i took my bath and all. so did my 2 sisters and 2 auntys. so he asked who wants to go out with him. so i told him no. then he said something about if i do not go.. icant get my new specs...(ya i got it and i love it!!)ahah. then he added that if i did not go today, then i had to wait till he is free again,. which means i have to, cause he would not be free enough.. ah!!! ahaha so ya, in a way, i had to go.. on the bright side... i ot my new specs! oh and i tried this chessy curry chicken thing, which my mom, my dad and my 2 aunties took... ahaha it was good...
k bye... my dads playing all the CDs now.. ahah
good night everyone and enjoy yourselves.....
i will... ahaha

XOXO; 8:14 AM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

yeah!!
just came back from swimming...
i swam 22 or 24 laps!!
yah!!! haah
but the swimming pool was like half the lenght of the original one that you usually swim in the stadiums kind...
so i actually just swam 11 or 12 only..
sad, but at least i exercised today!
ahah. i felt really good after the swim.. haha just that my body was kind of aching.
i feel like a bum.. can't even exercise a little without getting tired.. haha
i think it would be really good if i could do it every week...
i so need to sli down...
ahah
had dance yesterday in the morning.. it was good..
haha managed to catch up on some of the steps that i did not really know.
it ended at 11 30.. so had to rush down to church for the rally thing. i had to quicly eat my breakfast/lunch in the car.. it was a small sandwhich was consisted of ham or something. it was kind of salty but good. ahaha. ya so my parents picked me up and sent me to church. when i reacheed, everyone was just collecting their shirts and taking their attendance.
so when me and shermaine got our shirts, we wents to change. i looked like some kind of aunty...my shirt was really big and baggy.. ahaha but its okay cause almost everyone had really big shirts.. but thy did not look half as bad as me.. ahha
ya.. the thing on our church was okay, it was not bad. oh me and shermaine was really hungry, but luckily, they were giving us our lunch/dinner..
haha it was chicken rice!! my fav!! haah ya, i know i'm really unhealthy.. ahah
then my cousin called, telling me shes there.. ahah
then when we reached she came looking for me.
haha she had a new hair style.. bangs..ahah i feel like cutting bangs too. but i think i'll look like an idiot.. HAHA. ya the singing part was not very nice.. i did not really know the songs so i had to look up into the screen but the stuppid lights thing kept getting into my eyes and it hurt so bad that i had to look down the whole time... so it meant that i did not know the lyrics, which means i could not sing.. so i did not excatly enjoy.. sad... haha but towards the end.. it was better... i love the song prince of peace or something like that.. ahaha.
ya so ag=fter that, my coucin called me.. asked me if i still wanted to go to my cousins house for the rosary thing we do every time there is month of mary... then i told her cant cause like they would not allow. then i tried to ask, then yaay!! haha i could go.. hhaha so we went to my cousins house. iwas cravingn for bubble tea so i on the way to our cousins place, we looked for bubble tea.. but it was closed.. ahhaa so never mind.. we went straight to our coucins house...
the when we reached... there was KFC ahah cool.. then i went to pig out.. haha i ate 1 of the spicy chicken... then i shared another one with my cousin. then me, my mom, and my cousin shared a small plateied kuay teow... then i ate 2 slices of pandan cake.. the first one was really small.. the second was kindda big. so yaay!! i'm such a pi.. haha
k bye...
i'll go do something else now..
i'm really bored...
bye

XOXO; 9:48 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

oh man, i wrote this really long post before this, but they did not save it..
ah oh well, its okay,
nothing that important i wanted to say anyway.
just some stupid things to pass my time so i'll look busy so noone i do not want to talk to at home to even try to make conversation...
i think its sickening, cause you know they are not really interested, but they are asking cause they just want to look polite or something...
they can ask you like this week.. then the very next week, they can ask you again, and suprisingly.. they are also very "suprised" at what you say... either they are really forgetful, or they are reallt pathetic and really feel the need to make conversation.. like what???!!! ahha

went out with dawn and nicole today...
it was really fun.
ahha
oh
i was supposed to meet them at 11 30
ao i thought of leaving my house at 11 to make my way there.
then my dad HAD to send me there,
which i dont really want him to.
he is soo over bearing and controlling like,
arghhh!!!!
he mentioned something about when he calls,
i have to pick it up.
and if imiss his call,
i have to call him back within 15 min...
if not,
hes not goijng to let me go out for the WHOLE of the hols...
like i really cant stand him....
he is always trying to control what i do...
like everyone starteed going out ages ago...
then my dad is still so restricting...
like WTH.
i can't stand it la.
then he also said that if i'm going to catch a movie,
then i should inform he so he would not call me.
so of course la, i would call him and let him know that i'm going to watch a movie.
so i meassaged him teling him that ya i'm going to catch a movie so dont call me and all..
ya then he replied me saying, why, why dont want me to call up to something bad is it, why so scared for me to call you?
wah.. iwas damn pissed la.
like he mentioned before that i have to answer his stupid phone call and all.
then if i'm goijng to watch a movie, inform him so he wont call.
then thats what he said???!!!
like WTH!!!
sickening...
what kind of father is that??!!!
well enogh said about him.
dont know why i bother anyway..
haha
ya...
oh i finally watched it..
i went to watch house bunny...
haha
it looked very nc16, but its not!!!
ya!!!
haha
i enjoyed it...
haha
it was really great.
there were some parts where it was really funny.
haha

oh a movie i MUST watch is twilight!!!
haah
i just love twilight
ahah
ah but i'll have to wait until december... sad.. but it'll be my own christmas present..
haha pathetic... ehhe
edward cullen...hahahaha
ya....ok..
enough about that too...

oh
i went to tread my eyebrows today...
ahah
it was really painful.
i thought plucking was worse at first before i experienced the treading...
ahha
but iwas wrong..
haha
but i find my eyebrows not amazing.. not hideious...
ahaha
ya... its okay...
oh man... i cant belive the amount of pimples i have..
its so gross...

oh i did my specs today...
finally.
ahha
oh an its like really expensive.. its like $160
i feel like shit for spending soo much just on specs..
ah oh man.
oh
and the person said i cant wear contacts...
i hate that guy now...
haha joking....
but its really sad.. ireally really want contacts...
like he said my eyes are too dry..
so oh well
i just have to accept the fact that i wont be able to get contacts...
i'll always have to wear some ugly specs and look tons uglier then the specs it self....

ya i know i'm very swa gu..
haha
i only realised today(my mom pointed out actually)
that above the mrt door,
thers this thing poping out...
its actually the mrt door number...
ahha
so like 2 times,
my mom was like meet me at door numer 13..
then i was like huh what door number???
ahaha
but know i know...
haha
so next time she asks me to meet her at some door number thing,
i'll know that shes talikng about...
ahha

ya..
late day tomorrow..
k goodnight....
i'm goijng to bed know...
probably listen to the crazy muttons..
haha
k goodnight everyone....
cant wait for my new specs though...
i dont know why...
ahah
bye

XOXO; 7:35 AM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

ok...
its a holiday today...
yeah
haha
same for tomorrow...
ya...
i'm going for eyebrow treading thing....
can't wait!!!
ahahah
i'm soo bored..
hopefully can go out some time tomorrow...
i'm bored

XOXO; 8:20 PM