helloooo yeah!! ahah schools over... yayhh!! haha but have to go back to school for a lot of times for SYF and extra lessons.. wonder what type of dance we'll be doing this time. dont feel like having competary or however you spell it. its really painful, like you get lots of bruises... but i also dont want chinese dance... its so chinesey.. haha. okay i hope you get what i mean. ahah but the coach is taeching us mordern/competary now. like the starting was okay.. but now, its getting a bit painful. as in like the most current dance steps, we have to like "fall" down and like jump in the air turn around and then fell again. i dont really know how to explain it, but its like really fast.. and i keepo knocking my knees on the floor. and when i land on my huge thighs.. it goes plop... ahha joking.. it does not make that sound. but i can imagine it to have.. ahah. dance is going to take up like the whole of novmber!!! but i cant really blame it as theres SYF coming up... yup. must practicE!!! get CCA points.. i need them badly.... i did not do SYF in sec1... so now i only got 12 points... do pathetic... wonder how i'll be able to get at least 8 more points in a half a year.. i'll die
i hate my father... he is such a hypocrite... bloody idiot... a few days back he was talking about how good was savage garden and all. then he was taliking about all the other singers all and.. so i played i want you by savage gardens. then my aunty is here now la, then he said somemthing about he finds the song annoting and noisy. then he said he hates this kind of songs. also one time, when love bug was playing on the radio, my sister said the song was good and she liked it. then my dad was there also, then he was like yah.. good ah... then that time when i was playing it on the computer, he was like, why so awful one. so noisy.. like WTF!!! he is super annoying la... dont know what his problem is. stupid... sometimes, i just want to tell him that i really dislike him. but he wouold kill m eif i do so. ah... i have to accept this misery. after all, he is my dad... i am so unlucky...
school today was RUBBISH it so wasted my time. like we went to school to clean up the teachers rooms. and then they gave out some certs and all. oh and they made us clear out our locker by tomorrow. and the thing is, thers no school tomorrow. so i had to clear it all today as i wont be going back to school mtomorro
w. then luckily my dad could fetch me back. ya my dads not that bad. hes really great at time.. but there are also other times when he irriattes the hell out of me.
i hate my dad again. he told me to clean up the mess i made in the kitchen and i did so. then when he went into the kitchen, he started saying that i did not clean up the kitchen. but the thing is, i cleaned up my mess. then he started saying again that whenever i come home, i dont clean up the mess. so he wants the key and the card back home. hes not letting me come back home to my own house by myself anymore. i have to go to my auntys stupid bloody boring house everyday after school. i really really hat emy dad. for a period of time, when my older sister came home from school, the kitchen ould be really messy. but he does not scold her. in fact he lets her put it in the sink for our maid to wash. then now, i do clean up my mess. but he says that i messed up the kitchen. tell me what good is he?? he is just someone in my life whomi hate, but have to acceept. and also love. its difficlut, but i have to do it...
k bye.
got my dental soon got to go....
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