hello!!! oksy. i am USELESS at dieting.. ah!! i have such little WILL POWER! i cannot CONTROL and RESIST the urge to eat!! this is so annoying. ok. i woke up at 12 yesterday and i ate like a hotdog and a slice of bacon(haha) then after that i really could not control so i ate U-mian. yeah! and i'm supposed to be on a diet! oh shit! see!! i am so useless. so today, i woke up at almost 12 (again!) and my mom told me she bought chicken rice for me. so yah i ate it!!! when i'm suposed to be on a diet! then at around 5 or 6? i could not take it so i ate noodles! oh man!! where is my will power?? shit! how am i supposed to loose weight like that? i feel so fat! oh man! i have to go to the gym later! but i am so lazy!!! argh!!! i am so annoyed with myself!! ohman.. i feel so lousy and fat..

NAILS!!!
yeah thats something good today haha. yah! haha i did my nails for christmas!! finally!! haha. but i'm a little dissapointed with the colour i chose. but i like the process of it! hahha it was fun. haha. yah. so after we did our nails, my mom went to look at some phones. and she wanted to get this sony ericson phone which was like $598?? okay, i'm not too sure there. i think the I-PHONE that i wanted was cheaper. yeah. so she thought about getting that phone, but she changed her mind. so yah. i told her i wanted the I-PHONE, then she asked me why should i ALWAYS get what i want. but the thing is, when does she ALWAYS give me what i want??!! sometime she says no, i accept it! then now! shes like saying ALWAYS! like it is so irritating! yah! so anyway, now i have purple (pretty??? i dont think so) nails... sam keeps disturbing me that i'm barney.. my dress is purple too.. so i guess i do look like barney. i think i'm as fat as barney too!! haha.

k byee!!

XOXO; 3:16 AM